Why, oh why am I feeling this? This pain through my heart about being bi? No one is rushing to be my “bridegroom” or “bride”, so what is with this fast beating heart?
I feel the exact way I felt while I would be with Amy, have a horrible conversation with my parents reminding me it would never be blessed. BAH! I will never do this to my children.
I feel like I have to make a decision to be with a guy or girl when I have these feelings. Of course, I associated them to pressure I placed on Amy and I’s relationship, but now that I’m having them absent of that I realize it’s all me.
Don’t worry folks, I’ve called my therapist. 
I just need to get to the bottom of this and hopefully it will be me letting go of what my parents think, what my coworkers think and what the world thinks. Jesus and I are alright, so why can’t I be with everyone else?
